this is one of my two babies, irritating...

well, i got them both last year when my sister decided to buy them as my birthday present...

yeah... the perfect present for me... =)

two years ago, i had my first hamster named softie... she was all cute, cuddly and does not bite... you see, i always have a habit of lookin at my hamsters whenever i am down den start talkin to her... she seems to understand everything i say, and even looked at me wif her black beady eyes...

my heart broke into pieces when she passed away... to make things worse, my fuggin father didnt allow me to bury her.. instead he made me throw her body down the rubbish chute!! totally WTF!!! i hated him... i hated him for makin me doin that... hated him for disallowin me to bring her to consult the vet when she was sick... next time it will be his fuckin turn... i cried my eyes out over the week and was all moody (while some people made comments like " come on, tiff... its juz a hamster... ") fuck dem seriously... i den decided i should not get another hamster again...

and now i have 2... now my heart aches whenever i see irritating... he is lookin older and weaker as each day passes by... damn it... I SERIOUSLY CANT TAKE THIS HEARTACHE!!! I AM SO SO AFRAID OF LOSING HIM!!! i hate myself for not bein able to do anything to help him... when he is sick, yes, i took him to consult the vet ( and again, there are people who told me that i should not waste my money, i could easily get another hamster... fuck u pple again! )

i really dunno what to do... i told my mummy juz now bout irritating... well.. she told me, u gotta prepare for all this shit if u wanna keep a pet... damn... i love dem more than anything else... i gave them the best... i treated dem better den treated myself... i'm more than willing to spend money on dem...

I SERIOUSLY HOPE THAT DAY WOULD NEVER EVER COME!!! NEVER!!!

jus some of my random drawings learnt at Arts and Design...

inspirated by some artist...

and... should i cut bangs??? should i should i not...

visited my cute niece, xinyi juz now... unfortunately i dun have any fotos of her... i believe that she will grow up to be a tall tall girl... hehe... suddenly i felt that chloe, is such a big girl now.... feel so old man... when they have learnt to speak, i gotta hear them callin me auntie liaoz le... T~T

some things are juz not within our control...

i cant stop everything bad from happenin...

so i shall learn to accept wad is comin in my way...

im so sick of all the fightings and glass throwin... sick of everything... damn...

aren't you sick of it??? give me a break... not everything can be solved by using violence...

T~T

wth... my LG ice cream is dyin on me le... damn... any pretty n functional phone to intro???

something is tuggin my heartstrings....

there are stuffs in my head, creatin some crazy tornado but god damn cursed thing is i dunno what the heck is it!!! i hate it... do u know the kind of feelin whereby there are plenty of things troublin you, but when u search ur darn brain u cant find anything.... that kind of feelin... devil damn it!!! curse it... geez... i think i should really mind my language... am speakin like that in school too... shit...

heck... shall enjoy bein loved and protected for now...

appreciate those who love and protected me all this while... =)

yoz!!! mua ha ha ha!!! im back wif my pathetic " slightly more pic post"...

gosh... recently my life has been quite bit of gaga... yea... there were times i was overjoyed, times when i was god damn angry but still had to take it cool, times when i was feelin so afraid... afraid for my friends... especially on last saturday... ahem and gang...

i seriously love dem... though yea, ahem has never treated me as a girl, but yea, i have never treated ahem as a guy either... love those who stood by my side, those who trusted me and comforted me and wiped my tears and fears away...

and i wanna thanks those who tried to bring me down by different kind of mean ways...

fotos fotos!!!

tiff and yuwei

tiff and yuanda

yui and lovely ami

kenneth.N who was nice to send me to Sozo (mount sophia) after school

yeemeng tagged along wif kenneth to fetch me after doin my stuffs...

from kenneth.N...

haha... turned out to be wd he had expected... first time was durin my birthday den now... kenneth u know wad i am sayin... if there is a next time, lock the back door...

so far, this is the collection from B...

there are a few more new to the collection but not included in the foto..

kenneth.Q wanted to surprise me wif this bouquet of flowers.... but sometimea, things dun turn out the way u wanted to be... i have found the card anyway.... =)

presentin to you, me,yeemeng and kenneth's random fotos after our school...

*may contain retarded fotos*

he cant do this wifout some help...

" why?!! "

tryin to get up...

damn... i was beheaded...

finally!!!

failed jump shot... HAHA...

lets monkey around!!!

that's all for now!!! hehe...

Moe Moe Kyun Maid Cafe!!!

great... now i can blog bit by bit.... blogger chosed to upload my pic as and when it likes... damn... now my blog is SO gonna be a bore man... argh!!!

on the 4/11, my class and a few class had a Body World outing over at the Science Centre...

sat on this old school bus wif its non-existent air conditioner... -.-

played wif this on our way...

alas, we have reached our destination...

some assignment that we gotta do, and this belonged to my group... sadly, no photography is allowed inside...

group discussion and short presentation...


drawn by me.... hehe..

some group pics...

overall, i love this exhibit... gave me a great insight of our bodies... the exhibits showed us stuffs that u might not be able to see in lectures notes or books... plus they totally look so different in real life and much complicated as compared wif thise images shown on books...

i strongly advise that oni peopl who are REALLY into such stuffs to go oni... cuz i see some of my schoolmates who were totally not interested and might find it a bore....

i freakin broke another nail of mine !!!! T~T

31/10!!! second MMK trainin... haha...

more of harajuku lovers' perfumes... cute aint they???

my mini chibi badge!!!

all 5...

and we celebrated Jim kor kor's birthday too.. haha... look at the candles!!! no wonder he look so sad lar... some stuffs cant be changed one de you know...

what goes up and never comes down???

really short and sweet post...

I HAVE GOT ALOT TO BLOG BOUT BUT I CANT... &(*&)**^^ BLOGGER!!!!

now i can start cryin over the accumulating fotos...

i cant upload my pictures!!!!
(T~T)

30/10/09

oh my god... i am so super pissed wif blogger larz....

it freakin got problems uploadin my fotos again... man.. this is like the 238982379th times already... wanna blog bout a few things but looks like i can oni blog bout last fri as i oni managed to upload these fotos...

and so, had my first DBG (developmental biology and genetics) practical.. and we were studying Drosophila melanogaster aka fruitfly...

the culture of fruitfly...

the white stuffs u see at the sides of the bottle are parvae and pupae...

this is the microscope that we use to observe the fruitflies...

quite different from the ones we used for other modules...

as u know, we cant possibly observe a flyin fruitfly under that microscope... so, we put them for a short nap... we cant kill dem in order to observe them....

dippin the bud into the low concentration of choloform...

then stick it into the bottle of fruitflies and watch dem snoozin away!!!

give the bottle some good tappin and the fruitflies drop to the bottom...

look how small the fruitflies are...

go on!!!

take a peek through the eyepiece...

ta-dah!!!

there is a sucker.... can u see it??? can you??? can you???

i din know that it was possible to use the camera to take foto direct from the eyepiece... but it was quite difficult as i have to position the camera lens repeatedly at the eyepiece till i see the image on my camera's screen... it was really quite amazin to study dem, probin dem around the microscope stage without hurtin them... i remebered there is this occasion when i was observin the fruitfly, i could see it movin slightly... man!!! it was regainin conciousness!!! gotta get that fly back into the bottle before it escape!!!

they have the tendency to mutate... we saw quite alot of MUTANTS that day... the worst kind of mutation are those flies with eyes or legs growin all over the body... but we dun get to observe those though... guess i would be freaked out...

shall blog more when blogger decides to be nice to me.... see ya guys around again...

imagine u and i havin eyes and legs growin all over the body~

as expected!!! he deleted me from his facebook friendlist!! whee!!!

that simple action of his shows more bout him....

but who knows wad he replied to my previious comment.... hmm... i wonder...

click on the image and read... you will den understand why i said he is a sore loser....

yea~ i know some may say "hey! u should not have bothered bout this guy!" i know... but sometimes its really amusin to see how this guy reacts....

Classic reaction

yea~ so im gonna talk bout this guy... first lemme tell u story...

this guy used to be my short-lived bf 3 years ago... he is not the kind of guy that u wanna associate wif boyfriend... he flirts like nobody's business and i believe no girls are able to take it... and so i broke off from him...

there are occasions throughout these 3 years , he asked me for a patchback... the first time i gave it a try and do u know a phrase " a leopard will never change its spots ", thats him..

so on subsequent requests for patchin back, i rejected him...

him bein him, is not able to take rejections gracioulsy and thinks that "man, girls should give in to me" started to say all kinds of nasty stuffs and immediately went offline, like wad he did hours ago... gosh... i cant stand him anymore... total sore loser...

hello... u are already 22 this year.. please do behave appropriately, stop bein such a loser and such.... arent u sick of behavin this way... seriously u are really thick-skinned to ask again and again after ur many previous nasty reactions to me... and for ur info, in this decade, sweet-talkin to girls no longer works... we see wad we are supposed to see which do just to us...

feel free to click on the image for a clearer view...

hey hey... took dinner wif the same gang as yesterday over at E.A.T...

this mornin, i woke up at 9 plus to finish up my sculpture....

twine the thin wire around a satay stick and u get this...

lucky i've got my mummy to help me twining the wire if not i doubt i'll be able to finish it... there were juz too much to twine and so little time...

it may look easy, but i tell u, it is extremely time consumin and cause much pain to the fingers...

den attach those to the skeleton of the wings...

some of my clasmates' sculptures...

and this is mine...
rem me mentionin bout me wantin to focus on the wings and hence the body is bare... and the amazing thing is i actually got full marks as my teacher felt that it is aesthetically pleasin...

however i felt mine pales in comparison wif daniel's...

mine is simple whereas his is complicated...

see and u get wad i mean...

this is daniel's...

junxiang's

and for today's Arts and Design module, we did hand castin... a whole new experience for all of us... it is really not as easy as wad we have perceived it to be...

have to apply vaseline on our hands so that we can remove the cast easier... it felt nice and warm ...

cuttin the long strip of plaster cast into smaller strips...

scoop some vaseline and we are ready to cast our hands!!!

castin in progress~

my casted hand

daniel's casted hand

seriously, it was a feat to take off he cast from our hands...

mine was worse due to my long nails.... damn... it was so painful when i tried to remove it as the cast was stucks to my manicured nails... almost threw my temper...

but luckily one of my classmates helped me wif it...

and wif much motivation and cheerings from some of my classmates, i managed to get that thing off my hands.... but it was in pieces...

see... it ended up like that.. and i had to repair it...

the ring finger was damn chui los...

after repairin, it became like that... the stupid ring finger look so damn distorted... but nevertheless i got good marks for this... one mark away from full marks... *beams* lemme be happy for awhile... hehe...

damn...

i should have gone wif my heart's desire when choosin my course which is arts... i believe that i would doin so much better than now at BMS...

but oh well...

it rained heavily yesterday mornin and it was freezin in the lecture theatres....

and i was so irritated for the whole day, cuz my vision was blur throughtout the day... so blur that i cant read the words on the whiteboard and screen.. it wasnt because i wore my lens the wrong side... i jus dunno why....

anyway, had CCTA Prac today... jus to show u guys wad we did today....

jus a summary...

our lab manual... haha...

this is the laminar flowhood where the insides provide sterile environment, which is EXTREMELY important for cell culture... it prevents contaminations to our cell culture...

and these two are my group mates...

and please dun be mistaken that i am not doin anything... cuz there can oni be 2 person workin at the flowhood at any one point of time, so i was their adviser, tellin wad are the steps...

april and jackie...

that is a microscope... and what is the com doin there???

the com allows to view images of the magnified cells and it also allows us to save the images or print it out...

this is an example of a non-contaminated cell culture...

as u can see, the culture medium is clear...

whereas this is a contaminated one... the culture medium is yellow and cloudy...

it might be contaminated wif bacterial or yeast... and such culture is as good as rubbish...

my classmates

and oh ya!!!

do u guys still remember me postin bout me workin wif mice for one of my module and took blood sample from it... these are the mice that my classmates and i are actually workin wif... damn cute larz!!!

it reminds me of "Pinky" in Pinky and the Brain cartoon...

and this notti one tried climbin on caroline's labcoat...

and after our school, kenneth fetched yeemeng and me to town to meet eeren who is currently in attachment programme for dinner...

the messy backseat..

.

the driver..

the vain front passenger...

carl's junior for our dinner at PS..

.

then started camwhorin outside ps after a fulfilin dinner...

yeemeng is certainly a camwhorer..

.

nonsensical...

after much camwhorin, walked over to Centrepoint to accompany yeemeng for his collection of pay...

den it was my turn camwhorin in the toilet... heh heh....

=3

then we slacked at TCC...

i love the cups... so cute!!!

dessert

i love strawberries.. yumyum...

then it was home sweet home...

yoyo!!! im back!!!

haha.... remember past few days i posted bout wire sculpturin durin my Arts and Design module??? here are more pictures taken in class... these are pieces that are in process of sculpturin..

this belongs to Daniel... i wonder how does his finished piece look like...

daniel's (left) and mine (right)...

and this belongs to one of my classmates...
it is called the D man... look hard enuff and u will see somethingn obscene...

and this is mine wif a weird posture...

Today, for Immunology Practical, we took blood sample from ourselves and the mouse... that prick on my finger was like damn freakin pain larz... but my classmates said that it wasnt painful at all... -.-... the best thing was that i got double vision after that... yeah... i know im weak...

then the scary part was collectin blood from the mice... somem mice din struggle, but there ws this particular mouse that struggled alot and even squeaked los... see already oso heart pain los... damn... we have to poke the mouse at its cheek jaw and blood flow was immediate los... some mice were actually traumatised after drawin its blood... poor lil things...

below is a sequence of collectin blood sample from the mouse. (ripped off from my lab manual) .. din manage to take photos of the actual thing...

and hey!! do u guys still remember the maids from Moe Moe Kyun Maid Cafe???

the 7 of us!!!

and guess wad???

now we have MMK Chibi Mini Badges!!!

ultimate cuteness!!!

there it is!!

below are clearer pics of each of us cartoonised.. try matchin who's who.... =D

Do remember to come down to Suntec Convention & Exhibition Halls 403-404, 21-22/11 and visit us!!!

was chattin wif L juz now... that dumb dumb injured himself durin trainin and earned himself a week of rest.... damn...

that is his classic face...

that's all folks... ciaoz~

Backstabbin is an Indication of Your Incompetancy and Incapability

man... i so wanna cry liaoz le... my right thumbnail broke!!!

this is my left thumb nail...

and this is my broken right thumb nail... and its exposin my nail bed...

now i think i am goin to have problems to do my practicals cuz i have to wear gloves and i bet it is goin to hurt alot when i wear the gloves los.... wonder how am i goin too handle those equipments...

and another thing, i wonder how am i goin to do my wire sculpture... i know i can make use of long nose pliers to do my sculpture but some parts require fingers to do... haiz... and this thursday is the dead line.... gosh... how?!?! =(

WATCH THIS!!!

this video is so cute larz!!!

PPLE ARE SO UNFATHOMABLE...

maybe the eighth wonder of the world would be people who can lie blatantly and still can manage to roleplay as a nice persona in front of everybody else...

yoz!!! im back from west coast park... and i am havin lesson at 11... actually is at 9 de, but then my Immunology lecturer is not free... so later i will be like havin 1hr of lecture then 1hr of break den 1 hour of lecture and home sweet home... hehe...

so i went to have my dinner over at bedok wif johnny and co.... so damn long never see dem le larz... after which, we went over to e-games for L4D... played Crash Course map... hehe... glad that my team consistin of JJ, Johnny and of course me won... it was a 3v3 thingy... though my team is handicapped cuz they have got a girl aka me wif dem... haha...

after that went over to someone's house supposedly to fetch her but a wasted trip was made... damn... den headed over to west coast mac for some late night supper... that stupid JJ was like a pig larz... keep eatin non stop.. he is such an adorable asshole...

heh heh... den went to play around... damn long never play at playground le... it sure bring out the kid in us wif exception to Ryan who din really participate much... the most enjoyable thing we did was playin a childhood game "Blind Mice"... it was not easy for me to psycho that ryan to play los... andn stupid JJ kept sabo-in los... Ryan, JJ, johnny and i took turns to be the blind mouse... damn... played till all of us perspiring like nobody's business...

and for yest's IS module, it was total fun... the lecturer is so open minded and fun to be with... man... how i wish my LSCT lecturers are like that too... i took Arts and Design as my IS module... man i was wonderin throughtout the whole lesson " why the hell din i take that as my course? "... but never mind larz...

in case u are wonderin wad the hell was that pic above, it is my wire sculpture... was doin wire sculpturin ( themed: superheroes ) and next week would be body castin.. hehe... this is juz the skeletal... so do keep a look out for the final piece... but my teacher was like sayin that in the class, my classmate's ( who is my BMS classmate ) and mine are her favourites.... *.* and for mine, its like a docile superhero wif wings at the back and the wings would be my main focus!!! WINGS MAKE U FLY!!!

just to end off this post shall show u guys smth... hehe...

show u guys my CUTIE again.... yea yea... i know some of u are bored wif dem le but never mind... this is Irritatin by the way...

showin his grouchy and sleepy face as i woke him up from his sleep...

"stare wad siaz... irritating..."

" ok larz... dun disturb you sleep liaoz le... muackz!!! =3 "


gotta go take power nap liaoz le... good night and good mornin everyone!!!



ps. im so hungry now.... =(

gosh... so sorry that i have abandoned my blog for such a long long time.... yeah.... sometime in sep there was a big hiccup in my life... and yeah... drink and drink non stop... -.-... i have been gettin comments from people that they have noticed i have lost weight (yeah, i have lost 5 kg wif loses of appetite and insomnia)... used to be skinny and now skinnier... haha... shall do a quick update though i left out quite a number of stuffs...

and on 3 oct, was my cousin sister's weddin... heh heh....

in the cab on our way there...

this cutesie "plate" instead of thr usual normal weddin cake...


both of us camwhored wif it...

weddin foto album...

more camwhorin before the dinner started...

these are like parts of the course... took pics of what i like to eat oni... =)

here we go again!!!

then camwhorin wif our infamous cutie niece chloe!!! notice her expressions...

seriously i was so so darn afraid of carryin her... she seems so fragile larz!!!

"eeks!! get away from me!!! "

after the dinner, off to cine wif my sister to meet S for a movie before headin off to BQ..

then on the 22nd of sep, met up wif my girls to celebrate dearest haihui's bdae... but sadly gwen din turn up as she was sick.... met up wif the others except the bdae girl earlier to buy her gift at Suntec.... then went to Changin Appetite at Marina Square for dinner.... my food was as good as untouched after the dinner los....

wan rong is like so happy that finally she is TALLER than me larz...

while makin our to esplanade after our fulfilin dinner...

we girls of coursse continued camwhorin and had our girlies chat over at esplanade... best time for rantin...

den dunno on which day was butter factory wif dem.... =) din really like it there as the crowd is too rowdy... and the worst thing is i got my ass groped by some asshole... damn... i wished i could kick him hard in his balls man...

frans frans and me!!!

i seriously love her alot...

i remembered that i was so down durin september that i cried so much... den for some reason i called her while cryin... she heard me cryin on the fon and readily told me that she would meet me over at westmall... and this dear girl, actually accompanied me for the whole night

if not for her on that night, i seriously dunno if i would be still here typin, alive and kickin... i was so devastated and felt so hopeless... she was there lendin me her listenin ears and consoled me, checkin on me now and then till i felt better... and if im not wrong, we have known each other for less than half a year at that point of time and she's doin this already... this type of gf where to find... thanks alot girl...

somewhere earlier this month, B caught this for me at Jab1... he's forever catchin softoys for me at Jab1... cuz he knew i was feelin down and over the weeks he kept catchin stuff toys for me hopin to cheer me up which was successful... B, F, S and kenneth were like tryin to cheer me up too... B always ensured that i am occupied so that i would not think too much... all those drinkin for one week and mahjong...

adorable dino...

guess where was he!!! this is L...

Give u guys an obvious hint...

its a blood donation drive.... L ans S were like psychoed to donate their blood by one of their members and me... hehe... i wanted to donate too but i was way under weight...

this book was given to us for readin...

that's L's hand over there, applyin some alcoholic wipe to clean clean the area...

some antiseptic injection was given...

seriously the needle was god damn huge los.... and i really have to take my hat off to L and S since it was their first blood donation not mentionin that they are afraid of the needles and they showed much courage... given i was the one donatin blood, i think i would have fainted durin the process le los... but then it was commented that no pain was felt though... haha...

sometime in september, which i cantt remember, was the first trainin for the MoeMoeKyun maid cafe... yeah.... so we were taught the proper of presentin ourselves and when servin others, eg where to place the servin tray when greetin our masters and princess etc... it was a great experience over all.... =3 a few pictures uploaded oni...

well well well... it was the AFA'09 Press Conference over at Suntec Convention Centre...

and yea, there are some cosplayers present present too... but, the first thing that caught my attention is this cute lil Sushi Maker.... makin delicacies has become so convinient nowadays... it is available at Taka' Kids Department (info lifted from Jim) in case u are wondering where to get this wonderful thingy... there's Gyoza maker too...

our ultra cute emcee introducin the Sushi Maker...

toyzz...

this was before the media, bloggers, yadah yadah were here...
the atmosphere was kinda of serious..

here they are...

ok.. this was taken when we were changin and while waitin in the toilet... u cant imagine how much we had camwhored around seriously...

then we were hidin behind this panel thingy, careful not to "let anybody see us" while the conference carries on... the whole room was cold and the rain makes it worse...

a short video featurin Moe Moe Kyun Maids cafe was shown and ta-dah... we show ourselves...

it was cold hidin behind the panel and it was freeezzzin in front of the panel... damn...

then it was poses for the cameras... the flashes flashed like crazy...

and yup, this is the official picture for the Moe Moe Kyun Maid Cafe

more camwhorin in our own clothes..

and back home to sleep after that... hehe...

pictures credits:

the other meido meidos

http://www.afa09.com/AFA09_pres_con.html

http://www.thebanzaieffect.com/articles/ooga/afa-09-press-con-moe-moe-kyun-maids-preview/

jus woke up not long ago and decided to blog first before i hit my books...

Rather short post as my photos are in m y sister's camera... damn... so so many photos are with her los...

wednesday night went over to Ice Cold Beer to meet Cashe... chilled while waitin for his friend to finish his work and fransca dollin up... it has been ages i had a nice chillin session... it was so smart of me wantin to club without realisin that i din have any document of identification wif me... it was L4D again!!! frans, bert and me totally owned cashe and his fren.... muahahaha...

step one cute.. =p

Cashe


den on thursday, it was phototshhot for the maids cafe thingy... and omg!!! the girls are so kawaii nehz... the peeps over at the studio are so friendly and nice.. it was totally enjoyable...

me wif two lovely cats....

after that went to Sushi Tei at Holland Village for dinner....

after my fillin dinner, walked aroud abit before headin over to Chit Chat Club... bert's fren was celebratin her borthday over there..

birthday gal, Candy

ok... shall end here for now... will blog more when i get my photoss... heh heh..

Dedicated to Benedict Lin

thanks for being there always whenever im workin...

though we may only know each other for about 4 months plus, but u were always givin me support in wad im doin, make sure im doin fine, makes sure no one bullies me and such....

i remember we got to know each other at Jab when we were playin 5-10... subsequently, u asked me out to St james but i was always workin den u changed to comin to Jab... we even had our virgin Singapore Flyer experience together...

i miss ur presence at Jab so much... i have never thought your departure on the 12th would affect me so much... it had never crossed my mind that u are actually held dearly in my heart till then... all along, i thought we were more of an acquaintance rather den close frens...

initially i thought that kelvin and the rest were pulln my leg and even scolded dem... when i learnt that they were not kiddin, my tears flowed immediately, refusin to accept this fact, u know... even when i was called to the police station to take down my statement...

even as im typin now, im tearin... ur frens told me to let go gracefully as u wun wan to see me so upset anymore.... im still tryin very hard to digest this cruel fact...

after one whole day of cryin non stop, i thought i would be fine...

after drinkin i thought i would be fine...

fine and strong enough to attend ur wake...

but i realised, im neither of these... it was so heart-wrechin to see ur pic there... i was so reluctant to leave but i cant take it stayin there any longer.... it toook me very long time to get my emotions back to normal...

i miss u callin me "tiffy"

miss u keep callin me "come take photo lehz", "go out lehs"

miss u keep callin me and kaypo wad im doin or where am i..

we din even have a chance to say a proper goodbye..

but ben, i still hope that u are in peace now, lookin over ur loved ones...

you will not be forgotten by me and will always be held dearly in my heart, not next to my heart...

misses, tiffany

whoopies.. finally blogger is functioning well again... i have not blogged for dunno how freakin long....i forgotten wad i did on which day again... but.. nvm... shall blog bout those i havee pictures of den...

Yest i went for the fitting for the Maids' Cafe (press conference) at Old School... yeah... so this is the outfit that im gonna wear (bottom pic), but there are alterations to be done... man... damn excited bout this job and there is goin to be a photoshoot on thurs...

but sad to say, i was not selected after the castin for Panasonic electronic product launch... but nvm... there are other times... =)

on the 15th, it was celebration of my grandma's and cousin's birthday over at Tunk Lok Restaurant (ECP)... it was oso the day when i waited for someone for so long till i was damn pissed off as i hate waitin esp hours of waitin... juz some pics to show...


my grandmummy


been wantin to show u guys my CUTE! niece for very long le... pretty and cute lil darl..


i find this particular dish look very obscene... dun ya think so???



and yeas... thats bout it... too much pic to be uploaded... hehe..



elmer's cute dog dog...

i remembered i went alot of UFO catchin toys and L4D-in wif frans and co. UFO catching toys is an expensive activity... actually there are plent of other of soft toys that we caught budden i oni took pics of some...

freakin giant stitch... but too bad its not mine... if its Kuromi, i 'll make sure it is mine.. muahaha...

forgotten on which day, bert brought me to do manicure before meetin my sister and her bf for a movie.... i think it was called "where got ghost" i would say it is Jack's worst movie ever made.... it is oso a day which i wun forget for a negative experience...

on one of the days was drinkin session wif frans, gwen, ben, bert and cashe... we had a hard time decidin which pub to go before settling for Amber21 which was a freakin wrong choice.... damn.... but after that, we went to Sabai Sabai...

Frans and Tiff

i am a person who find it very hard to trust a person...

it takes me very long time and plenty of convincin to do before i can trust a person fully...

i din allow myself to trust u initially, but u told me to trust u, this and that...

for once, i told myself, maybe i should put my heart in and learn to trust a person and i made myself to trust u fully...

but...

u betrayed my trust and that is wad im afraid of...

i know after this inicident, sad to say, i may have difficulty in trustin u...

everything u say, i always think twice, makin sense out of it (clearin all the suspicions that immediately pop up) instead of juz listenin and say ok...

you may say im bein paranoid or wadever, but that is wad u get when u betray my trust especially when u lied to me bout something that would affect me so much... so much so that a **** was given...

u know sometimes ur inner voice calls out to u when sensin something is amiss, it cant go wrong...

" well... u are in tis state becos both of u care for each other... if u dont care at all... u wont be so messed up.. both of u jus wana put effort n make things work out...
probably sometimes u two are jus too harsh on each other..... "
this is wad lp sent me... lookin back at this, it is rather true...
i think we are unable to understand each other fully and cant seem to see things eye to eye...
-.- ... wrong move from the start...
dumb of me to accept "it"...

8 years is really damn freakin loong... can someone actually really forget this period or relationship established over in juz simply a few months???
will everything goes back to square one one fine day???
a forever break-patch thingy???
the lovebirds have been in and out of each other's way for a number of times but still got back together...
talkin bout insecurities...
talkin bout sensitivty...
talkin bout changin...
dun talk to me bout all these when neither "securities" nor "sensitivity" are showed...
i'll do wad im supposed to do naturally till iam VERY sure of what would the endin be like...
P.S. stupid errors in stupid blogger that do not allow me to edit my fonts and everything... fcuk...

My Favourit3 Charact3r ~ KUROMI!!!

more bout Kuromi:

~*~ Kuromi (クロミ, Kuromi?) is the rival of My Melody from the anime Onegai My Melody.

~*~ a white rabbit-like creature, wearing a black jester's hat with a pink skull on the front and a black "devil" tail in the place of a normal rabbit's tail

~*~ sometimes wears fushia pink skull cherries on her right ear

~*~ skull's facial expression changes to match Kuromi's mood

~*~ born on October 31, 2005

~*~ Although Kuromi has a rowdy free spirit, she is actually quite girly on the inside and has a soft spot for cute guys!

~*~ enjoys keeping a diary and reading romance novels

~*~ favorite color is black and her favorite food is pickled onions

oh man... Kuromi is so cute and we have smth in common which is soft spot for cute guys...

p.s. info from wikipedia

today is my dear beloved sister's birthday....

HAPPY BRITHDAY TO YA!!! MUACKZ

funny funny.... laugh ur woes aaway...

cute cute hamster

woo!!! bert bert caught this big big KUROMI soft toy for me at marina square...

its really not cheap im tellin ya... den it was bowlin wif my sis, elmer, ben and co...

my first Kuromi soft toy... PLUS, the skull bag is purple in colour... me LOVES!!!

den dunno on which day went to cine to... anyway, i still posted this pic(though my face is like bein cropped away) cuz bert look nice but i dun... so yea...

and and, i have these two bears wif $6...


some random pic pics...

look at these two lovely darlings... :)

apple cider.. nice...

they do "bear" some similarities...

that's all.. juz a quick and relatively short post... =D till then all....

this roughly depicts how i am whenever i was in lectures, feelin all groggy....

mood swingin

i hate it whenever she comes visitin me wif helloads of pain...

argh... feelin damn sehz and irritated with the pain... make me feel so moodless to do anything... includin talkin... damn it...

and i'm supposed to meet my groupmates over at khatib to do the plastering for the beds of the plants but i didnt turn up, due to the unbearable pain i had this mornin... sorry... my apologies...

sometimes how i really wish that im a guy... bein the feminine one has to go thru this kind of shit... fcuk... why cant it be the masculine one goin thru this... freakin unfair... but lucky i got a nanny...

im startin to miss caroline le... =(

no one for me disturb in school for the moment...

this mornin totally sux big time... i have not shouted at someone in the public for a very long time and i jus did this mornin...

glad that he was there talkin with me... sorry for wakin u up early in the mornin... and wakin two more people up and impose on them...

sometimes i dun understand why some people are juz so insensitive... first time, second time, i still take it as one harmless joke... but third forth time, NO WAY... especially if it is something i dislike alot.... do u even care how it is goin to affect me, affect us??? wad are the freakin consequences??? i bet no... even if u dun care how it is goin to affect me, at least think for him...

i have turned my back away from u and cried...

to whoever who anyhow kar my jiao wei, may ur mouth rot!!!
muahaha...

if you dunno the truth behind everything, dun even bother to assume and guess and start sayin the "presumably-true" stuffs bout me to others...

get a life dude/dudes... and all along i didnt thought guys like u people actually gossip around like some pussy wussy... tsktsk... =) if u feel offended by wad i have stated here, den i strongly believe u are part of the sissy gossipers eh... *smiles* wanna say, say in front of me...

seriously i need a good strong knock on my head...

somebody!!! anybody!! get me either a pwettie purple wall or a hammer!!!

yest bert bert turned up at my practical block with this distorted lookin Elmo and the soft rose... hehe... gotta admit its sweet budden horz, i kept lamenting why the hell did Elmo look like that... hehe... =D

then went to Tiong Bahru Plaza... saw a stall sellin all the nice,sweet and cute lookin notes, pens, clips and others.... cant help it but went to buy a few los... simply love them alot... you know how girls are always attracted to such stuffs... i love collecting such stuffs since i was young... plus they are inexpensive...

this onli cost 1.90

10 for 2.50, there are plenty of other designs too

one for 1.50, there's red, green and blue too

random: saw this toilet sign when i was in the cubicle... kinda amused me so i took a picture of it... the picture for the "no-squattin on the toilet seat" looks weird and funny lehz... like someone mimickin a chicken los... or maybe its juz me... haha...

on fri, which is like 2 days ago, something happened... something which i totally did not expect...

i was waitin for ee ren to finish his practical wif caroline, kenneth and yee meng when i saw jerry at his car wif this bouquet of purple and white roses... den somemore is in my school los... wth... totally taken back... and kenneth baka-ed wif him larz...

pic taken wif my phone which has a lousy camera function... and horz, the roses actually smell very nice... as though they are sprayed wif perfume...

then went for MOBIO lecture... yee meng, ee ren and kenneth crashed my lecture... den ee ren got bored and drew this picture which caroline and i think it looks totally awful... den fish tank washing...

freakin out-of-proportion muscles... lousy artist... =P

then on thursday, watched Ice Age 3... man.. i give it 5/5... totally cute and hilarious... hehe... but i watched in 2D... waited for this movie for freakin long and its totalle worth the wait...

den after the movie, lingling brought me to ECP to catch some stuffed toys... caught many little stuffed toys and one cookkie monster... hehe...

cookie monster and elmo... i love elmo!!!

Monster hand wanna catch my elmo...

so cute right??? caught this elmo on tuesday....

dun tell me things that u're not goin to do...

since u wanna make things sound so awful, i guess that's too bad...

was feelin so freaking tired today... den slept for around 1 hour durin 3 hours break...

den during 2 hours of MBC lecture, i kept dozing off and felt so restless larz... like some idiot like that... tryin god damn hard to stay... luckily Dr amy gave us a short break... walked around and got myself a hot drink to keep myself awake....

and i have a freakin left red eye since like this mornin... actually it hurts teeny weeny bit...

you are my proud little one... =)